Tuesday, May 18, 2004
its 550am now. and i am still awake. guess i relli dun wanna slp... cos... i wanna stay asleep longer tmr...
no program tmr... so gotta rot at home... gonna think so much... so i pray i wun get up tt early tmr... slumber gives me peace since i dun dream anymore...
some ppl ask me why i dun dream and say its a pity that i dun. i do not noe if its a good thing. they say i am missing out so much when i dun dream. i used to dream. nice dreams. sweet dream. honey dreams.
nitemares too.
nitemares cause something so nice to be flawed. when u dream u take the risk of having nitemares(if u can choose to dream or not la). some people wld choose to take the risk cos they wanna savour the sweetness of good dreams. others shun the chance of having dreams in order to avoid nitemares totally.
i do not wanna avoid the oppurtunity of having dreams. in fact i would wan to have dreams. i wish to have dreams in my sleep. i wan to take the risk.
but dreams choose not to take the risk with me.
everything has two sides to it. its not abt one, its abt two to make things work. i choose dreams. dreams dun choose me. dreaming is not mine to take.
kai-mmunist teachings 5:53 AM
