Thursday, May 20, 2004
today is the most satisfying day of my life.
in the morn i woke up late, cos i slept late last nite. lets see... 6am sleep till 140pm? haha... tts bad right? anyways, was realli tired when i woke up. so sickenin. thats becos i din noe what's gonna happen later. if i knew, i would be friggin perked up.
i proceeded to tash's home slowly on bus, nothing was on my mind this time. i guess, my burdens have been laid down to rest, finally. i, however, am sort of not used to this tranquility. maybe i am a person looking for trouble. haha. watever.
later we came together(we meaning DJ clare, tasha and myself), with some scribbled lyrics on clare's notebook, and tasha's tune in her head. she started playing and immediately we came up with the first two verses. pre-chorus and chorus, however, was a chore. we were stuck and couldn't think of anything.
i suddenly just felt something welling in me: the feeling that became the chorus of the song. after that, everything went smoothly. the whole song came together, we saw our child growing up into a complete adult.
a complete melody.
den we recorded everything in a hot and stuffy room. and also recorded our dumb, yet cute and catchy song tt tasha composed. title?
Ugly Girl.
Haha.
but its cute la... serious.
when we finished everything and proceeded home... the feeling was overwhelming. it was a sense of achievement. or something more. but irregardless, its really satisfying. to have created something that we can call our own.
something that we can call: Speaking In Silence.
do not look down in sorrow. it is a feeling everyone has to go thru. it has its benefits. while u suffer while going thru it, dun be discouraged. because, something beautiful can blossom from it one day. no matter how depressing sorrow can be. no matter.
kai-mmunist teachings 12:02 AM
