Wednesday, June 16, 2004
yea... couldnt wake up today. din go SL. slept for 15 hrs. zzzzzz... dumb england france match... got called irresponsible by somebody. weeeeeee... i rock.
nvm... irresponsible den irresponsible. i am used to getting accused by ppl liao. er... well, this one like abit of reality la hor? not really accuse. but watever la. the accusation things happen all the time although this time is really my fault. but its not like i wanna oversleep one ma...
sometimes ppl say something abt u u think its not true. sumting like er... "u not sensitive to me!" wat should ur reaction be? shocked? do nuttin? or do SOMETHING abt it?
well, my recommendation is DO SOMETHING. cos if u dun, the person will nv noe hw u feel. and why did i say DO something and not SAY something?
its cos action speaks louder den words.
like taking the "insensitive" example. u cant say:"hey i always told u i was being sensitive. at least i am trying!" the person wun buy ur shit. cos u dun show tt u are being sensitive.
i can say i love u alot and go arnd flirting with gers. YES, ITS THE SAME. therefore action speaks louder den words. and when this involves a relationship, it needs ALOT of ACTION. nobody can allow a relationship to work out when only one is doing his best. and the other? AFRAID TO DO ANYTHING. even after she promises to do sumting.
bullshit.
finsihed.
oh not yet. lita rox. 4 days no sleep. woot. still out at chinajump now. and zee is meeting alex buschner (wonder if the speeling is rite. GOD why din i rmb his name after lookin at paulaner's banners all these while) now. hope she'll be ok... and that her probs will be over soon. GG OUT WITH THE GERS AND ALEX(not that german) ON THURS! weeeee... lets relax and unwind!
kai-mmunist teachings 2:19 AM
