Friday, September 30, 2005
today's off day was well spent indeed.
we attended some teambuilding activity and it was relli inspiring.
but wat was more inspiring was me attending my annual ritual of sining allong to big German dudes at paulaner during Oktoberfest.
Indeed its the best place in Singapore to have fun and be urself without ppl saying tat u are mad. singing, drinking and burping is all in a day's drinking.
had this heart to heart talk with a fellow colleague such that i recalled how much i learnt from that short period of time with her. it is only when you look behind u and see all that had happened that u realise that, hey brother, this is wat u have done and what have u learnt out of it?
there is only one reason why i can never forget certain things.
that is because i finallyunderstood how she felt at that point of time.
only by feeling wat the other half feels can u finally understand wat an ass u have been. its not that it took me so long to discover. i discovered it quite some time before, and admitted it long ago. but its only tonight that i discovered what difference it could have been if i had been more tolerant and understanding.
its not like i am looking back and regretting.
i regret nonetheless, but i do not look back. all i know now is that the next one that comes will be all i ever need. if that day ever comes...
i thank you for all u taught me and i will never forget the time we had together. it contained the most painful memories no doubt, but its the sweet and happy times that leave a deep impression.
thank you. =)
kai-mmunist teachings 1:25 AM
